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This conversation's been dead on arrival.

And all the things that you never ever told me?

Well, if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say: Do you remember that day when we met you told me this gets harder? Well, it did. I confess, I'm just messed up. It’s just the way I am. My life reads like the classifieds and I don't know what you're looking for. There's a heavy cloud inside my head. It can't get much worse. It’s really not your fault.

They paved paradise and put up a parking lot. Little deaths in musical beds. Your eyes are the size of the moon. Purple rain. Testosterone boys and harlequin girls. There’s smoke on the water. Another postcard with chimpanzees. Things are shaping up to be pretty odd. So it seems I’m someone I’ve never met. Things have changed for me.

Leave it, It's nothing to you. Every time I call you on the phone, I listen to the ring, but noone’s home. We’re on fire. We're only deceiving ourselves. You know they all pretend. And I'm sick of the lie. I know, That I can't make you stay. But where’s your heart? You can’t make me feel this way. You won’t make me run away

I want to walk to the beat of my own drum. I believe in a thing called love. I am a riot. I know a thing about contrition. You could love me if I knew how to lie. If I crash on a couch I sleep in my clothes. I’m not one of those who can easily hide. Disco dancing with the lights down low. You’re in time for the show. I’ll end up where I belong. You could never fill these shoes, because I refuse to lose.

It’s amazing what you’ll find face to face. I’m just ordinary. You can hate me. But wake up baby. You're so totally deluded. No wonder you’re jaded.

Killers re-invent and believe. But I ain't gonna change my ways. You better run like the devil, because I’ll never leave you alone. Watch me get wicked and drop a few handgranades. This is the way you left me.

I'm Not Okay (I Promise).